Only a Sissy

It had been a full week since I was allowed a cummie. Still being aroused every day, and being a femmy little sissy, this was very difficult for me. I got dressed everyday and went to work, of course wearing panties, stockings and bra under my business suit. And as soon as I'd get home, it was off with the suit and on with skirt, blouse and heels. Being alone all week, I would usually end each evening by creaming my panties, but as luck would have it, I had allowed myself to come under the control of Mistress Jessica.

Mistress had forbidden me another cummie after I had an accident while reading her sissy caps. She had given me an assignment to read 15 of her caps, obviously knowing that a little sissy bitch like me could never hold out that long, and . . . well, you know what happened.

I was reading about sissy faggots who try to hide how much they really just want to suck big, fat, manly cock, and being one of those pathetic little bitches myself . . . well, I find it so difficult to keep my hands off my little clitty, and the next thing I knew, I was writhing in my chair, filling my panties with gooey sissy cream. I confessed my lack of control to Mistress Jessica, and she was actually quite merciful in only punishing me for a few days.

By the time Friday came along, my little sissy nuts were aching for release, so I asked Mistress for permission to cum, but she had an assignment. As you all know, I posted the caps that she required in tribute to her superiority and asked again for permission. But rightfully so, Mistress did not allow this little sissy relief. I first had to beg my sissy sisters to plead with Mistress on my behalf.

I actually went to bed Friday night still hoping that my sissy sisters would come through for me, and the response was wonderful! Thank you my sisters. I awoke to find that my gurls had indeed gone to Mistress Jessica's blog and pleaded for Mistress to allow me to cream my panties. And wonderful Mistress Jessica granted permission with specific instructions.

I was wearing one of my favorite outfits, a simple white knit Candies skirt and white blouse, with white thigh high stockings and 5" white heels that wrap around my ankles. As I read the pleas offered by my sissy sisters, I couldn't help but get more aroused with each entry. Before I knew it, my legs were spread slightly and I was slowing caressing my little clitty through my pink lace panties. I love the feeling of softly dragging my long painted nails over my little knob, little more than a bump when soft, certainly no more than one inch long.

Of course my clitty didn't stay soft for long. I got more and more aroused with each begging post. "Please find a bit of mercy, please make it a humiliating cum" said one entry, making me squeeze my thighs together. Another begged to allow me to cum but also asked for Mistress to make "her drink it all up like the sissybitch she is," and knowing that Mistress had so commanded, I knew I would do as I was told with glee. Still another plea took it a step further, begging that I not only be forced to "suck up all the nasty cum," but that I also be made to "write about what a cum addicted faggot she is and how it feels to have to get all us limp wristed fairies to beg for her."

Well, needless to say, once I was done reading the many posts begging that I be allowed to cum, my clitty was straining against my satin panties, and the wet spot that spread darkly across the delicate fabric made it look like I had already spurted.

Fortunately, I had not filled my panties, and although that was the plea of my sissy sisters, Mistress had other plans for me. I got up from my chair, feeling like I might explode in my panties as I walked to the bedroom. The divine click of heels on hardwood, the cool air breathing under my skirt, the sight of my shapely legs extending from a short skirt, all the wonderful sensation that only sissies really ever experience -- I wanted to cum then and there, but Mistress had given me other instructions.

Once in the bedroom, and already extremely excited, I quickly grabbed a nice fat 8 inch dildo and dropped to my knees in front of the full-length mirror. I looked at the sissy bitch in the reflection and thought for an instant about what a pathetic little cunt I am, but the thought was lost an instant later when I kissed the fat head of the plastic cock, leaving a bright red lip print that screamed "SISSY FAGGOT!"

I wrapped my lips around the dildo, as I had with so many cocks in the past, and I knew I wouldn't last long. With the plastic cock forced deep down my throat, I pulled my hard clitty through the leg of my panties and started to stroke it. In even more ridiculous hair-trigger sissy style than usual, I felt my little sissy nuts tighten and knew I'd be spurting my girly cream in a matter of seconds.

Per Mistress' instructions, I took the cock from my hungry mouth and held it under my fully erect clitty. Placing the head against my tight little nuts, the head of my clit still reached only half way down the shaft of the man-size dildo. I pushed the plastic cock hard against my nutties, grabbed my clitty with my other hand and immediately started to squirt little sissy ropes of creamy jiz all over the plastic shaft.

In a frenzy, I pulled the cock away from my clit, still spewing sissy cum on the floor and hungrily took the cock in my eager mouth. Still holding my spurting clitty with one hand, I tightly wrapped my crimson lips around the plastic shaft and sucked the steamy cum against my tongue while pulling the cock from my mouth. I then pushed the suction cup base against the mirror and continued to lick and suck the dangling cock while the last drops of sissy cream oozed from my clitty.

Finally pulling away from the object of my obsession, I looked down at the floor below to see generous puddles of cum splattered about. Once again, I contemplated my situation, only for a moment, but still I couldn't escape my shame. Humilated by an Internet Mistress, I was on my knees, dressed like a whore, sucking my cum from a dildo -- and enjoying every minute of it.

Without further hesitation, I lowered my head and began sucking up every drop of cum from the floor. With a mouth full of sissy cream, I opened wide and pushed the white liquid out on my lips. I stared briefly at the woman in the mirror, the gurl with a mouth full of cum, and I released my tongue and swallowed.

This has been a completely humiliating experience. I've allowed a Mistress who I don't even know to take control of me. I've had to beg a bunch of "limp wristed fairies" to plead on my account. I've had my "millionth" orgasm dressed like a slut with either a cock or dildo in my mouth, and I've added yet another time to those countless from the past where I was left with a limp clitty and the taste of cum in my mouth.

Only a sissy, a fucking cock-craved, cum-sucking submissive little sissy bitch would ever allow herself to have this experience. But of course, only a cocksucking little sissy faggot would enjoy it and want more.

Thank you again, Mistress Jessica. And thank you my sissy sisters. May you all have equally humiliating experiences, wonderful cummies and all the cock you want for the holidays.

Kisses